Hard to not take it personally. 30 hlf, 39 llm

It's hard not to take it personally, and to not feel like there's something wrong with me when he rejects me 😕

There's no point in asking for it or asking for yet another explanation as to why he seemingly has no desire for me.

We're good roommates, but I didn't ask for a roommate when we started dating 10 years ago, I wanted a lover ☹️